I hate it when someone wants sympathy. So they come to me?
WHY?!
Since when did I become district manager of Sympathetics-R-Us?
I have my own problems to deal with. I dont need all of your problems on top of mine. I have my own battles to fight.
Im not a perfect person. I can barely run my own life.
So why is it that people think I can turn theres around?
Day after Day all these questions re surface.
Come talk to me when your last thoughts before you sleep is how much of a failure you are.
And how anybody else in the world would be in a better position to deal with the issues you have, because it just seems like no matter you do, people will always look down on you in a way that cannot and will not be reversed.
Im not being melodramatic in saying that I have never met anybody else whos actions are watched, critisized and generally frowned upon like mine. Ive made mistakes and people see fit to constantly point out said mistakes to me.
Theres no need to point out these mistakes.
I know I made the mistakes.
In fact.
Im the one who made them.
Keep pointing out that I have no friends. You think I dont realise this?
I dont realise that since the start of year 11, i've spent 99% of my time by myself?
Think I dont notice that my best friend (using the term best & friend very, very lightly) just decided that he didnt have enough time for me anymore. that he was always "busy"? But then had enough time to see everyone else? That the actions have been repeated over and over and over again through different people?
So before you come to me, Looking for a "Shoulder to cry on" Ask yourself if there is anybody, and I do mean ANYBODY else that you could possible vent to.
If there is.
Fuck off and talk to them about your shit.
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